For some reasons I can’t understand
First, my inspiration went away…
In these days, when I’m busier at work and go out every evening to have some fun. I realized that I lost my inspiration in studying abroad. It doesn’t mean I don’t want to go, just the feeling that I have many good things in this time and I don’t need to make a trade.
It’s a really strange feeling because in depth of my mind, I know I need to try hard and harder to achieve my first step of the process. Just like you build a house, you need to secure the foundation and nobdy but you know how to build it.
Lastly, everything costs a price, the problem is how much you will pay for it. Youth time ? Blood Money ? The more things you sacrifce, the better reward you will get. Calm down, concentrate in work and study, you will find the way.
